why am I awake at 1am, you ask?
because I just spent another 2 hrs emailing my 22yr old. Amusing x 10. I will post the convo later.
fuck though. i had to actually step and ask myself what is going on here. but then, after about 10 minutes, I thought, fuck it. the only answer is that there is no answer. I’m not looking for anything, I don’t want anything. I dont expect anything. Im just here to live my life and have some fun
that is my motto for the new year.