with the canadian’s assistance, I finally purchased a dvd player (welcome to the 21st century already). We have one, but its downstairs. And I just want to be alone and not have to deal with people. i just dont really feel like theres anyone here i can talk to or be with except for that one guy who works with me. but then, that is at work, and I cant really be myself and say what i want to say without risk losing all composure. It would have been nice to have had this weekend to be alone and absorb my thoughts–rather than having to deal with random people coming over and hanging around all day–being that it is the first time ive really been able to do so, but I know that is really not likely, so…
my plan is to exist in the virtual sense, but physically, I’ll be MIA. Which is perfectly fine bc the people i want to talk to I talk to anyways online. The people i dont feel like talking to, i’ll just ignore.
I’m sure I’ll get bored with myself pretty soon.
