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goodbyes

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    winding down

    scb started packing his things this morning. he didnt make it very far before he started crying. we kept repeating the same process: sort objects into piles. cry. lay down on…

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    cruel cruel twist of fate

    scb told me he loved me–twice. when i asked him why he never said it before, he responded, “b/c you never said it to me.” How am i gonna tell him…

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    lets be friends

    it started out as making dinner plans tonight. scb starts work tomorrow but has to finish reading this book thing for work. he wanted to grab dinner at 9pm and watch…

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    Spontaneous Road Trip–Part I

    I did not have high hopes for this weekend. first off, scb and I (especially me) were both so emotional. Secondly, we both didnt get any sleep the night before. Him,…

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    tomorrow

    will be our 1/2 anniversary. 6 months–seems so long, and then so short. its been, thus far, one helluva ride. we’re going to get up early. i think ill make or…

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    sigh

    just cleaned out 5 years worth of emails from my yahoo email account. A lot of messages from Frenchy. It was hard to determine the ones i should keep and the…

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    two weeks notice

    In less than an hour I will be in a meeting, after which, I will inform my boss that I am intending to move to SF. Im fucking nervous. Just want…

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    encore

    When I saw her, I became sad. She didn't run away this time when I came near her, she just stared at me as if she knew. Quietly, she followed me…

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    final bow

    When I looked at the countertop, now a clean blue plane, I saw Max and me carving his first pumpkin one Halloween. I saw my computer with me in front of…