scb started packing his things this morning. he didnt make it very far before he started crying. we kept repeating the same process: sort objects into piles. cry. lay down on…
goodbyes
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scb told me he loved me–twice. when i asked him why he never said it before, he responded, “b/c you never said it to me.” How am i gonna tell him…
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it started out as making dinner plans tonight. scb starts work tomorrow but has to finish reading this book thing for work. he wanted to grab dinner at 9pm and watch…
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I did not have high hopes for this weekend. first off, scb and I (especially me) were both so emotional. Secondly, we both didnt get any sleep the night before. Him,…
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will be our 1/2 anniversary. 6 months–seems so long, and then so short. its been, thus far, one helluva ride. we’re going to get up early. i think ill make or…
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just cleaned out 5 years worth of emails from my yahoo email account. A lot of messages from Frenchy. It was hard to determine the ones i should keep and the…
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In less than an hour I will be in a meeting, after which, I will inform my boss that I am intending to move to SF. Im fucking nervous. Just want…
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When I saw her, I became sad. She didn't run away this time when I came near her, she just stared at me as if she knew. Quietly, she followed me…
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When I looked at the countertop, now a clean blue plane, I saw Max and me carving his first pumpkin one Halloween. I saw my computer with me in front of…