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love

  • KITTIES

    Follow up

    I just called our vet to schedule an appointment for Pandora and Max. The receptionist asked about Sabine. Silence. Choking back tears, I told her she passed away last week very…

  • KITTIES

    Meet Max

    The past few years, I’ve had constant dreams about a silver male tabby named “Max” (bc I’m a crazy cat person, I dream about cats, so sue me). Over and over…

  • KITTIES

    sometimes, I can pretend it didn’t happen

    Or sometimes it seems like she’s still here, but hiding, or downstairs, or maybe even at someone else’s house, and I’ll see her sometime soon. But then I see something that…

  • KITTIES

    Things left behind

    Our house *feels* different now. The same home, same things, just different. As if I stepped into some parallel world where everything looks exactly the same, but doesn’t feel quite right.…

  • KITTIES

    3:28 am

    Sabine passed away at home in my arms less than three hours ago, with Sly holding her paw. She was exactly two months shy of her fifth birthday. I sang her…

  • KITTIES

    Morning

    I didn’t sleep much last night. Every time Sabine woke up and rustled around, I also woke up to make sure she was getting what she needed — water, bathroom, whatever.…

  • KITTIES

    Home at last

    After 5 days of being hospitalized, Sabine is resting comfortably at home. The previous week, since around Valentine’s Day, Sabine was acting a little odd…nothing too alarming, but she was urinating…

  • KITTIES

    To my little girl

    Sabine, You’ve been in the hospital the past three days, fighting for your life. I can’t believe how different it feels not having you here…shadowing me…pawing at me…meowing at me. No…

  • ARCHIVES

    away from home

    Sabine shadowed me all Friday, while I packed and got ready to leave for NYC. While I brushed my teeth in the bathroom, she sat beside me and watched. When I…