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young and clueless

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    still adjusting

    yesterday, I drove through the city for the first time since Ive been back. it was almost surprising that I even knew where to go or what street led where. We…

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    not one for poetry, buuuut…

    …these lines seemed to hold a lot of truth… as if what exists, exists so that it can be lost and become precious –excerpt from In Passing, by Lisel Mueller…

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    ps–

    in case you were wondering…the phone streak is still in effect. this time, he drunk-called. i have a theory on drunk calling–about how you only drunk call people you have a…

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    omg

    check out this entry from a while back: am i a fucking psychic or what??? (im referring to the dream part–the stuff in italics)…

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    so this is what its like

    my first foray into the bar scene again. weird. its def been a while, and def feels different knowing that scb and i arent really “together.” me, c, and r went…

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    :-?

    should i be concerned that scb is looking for potential apts/roomies in nyc–and that a lot of the people he’s contacted have been girls? i guess a lot of times when…

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    winding down

    scb started packing his things this morning. he didnt make it very far before he started crying. we kept repeating the same process: sort objects into piles. cry. lay down on…

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    cruel cruel twist of fate

    scb told me he loved me–twice. when i asked him why he never said it before, he responded, “b/c you never said it to me.” How am i gonna tell him…

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    this is us operating as friends

    scb called me after work today to tell me that he thinks he made the wrong decision and that he wants out. he wants out of the job. out of the…