ummmm….
so today was my Office Crush’s last day of work. Ive been on a 3-week photo shoot, so I have been in and out of the office. I ended up emailing Office Crush to tell him goodbye, to wish him luck, and suggest (or just to put out there) that we should keep up communication, as well as a subtle hint that maybe we should get coffee… Here is the email I received back:
hello,
thankz 4 the kind wordz,
……ya there is a life after the barn I think.
lookz like I’ll have to train the new me to make the coffee now.
thankz again.
have a wonderful day
Question: does he respond to all emails this way? I mean holy shit DJ was right–this guy doesn’t really have a light on in the attic. My god. It would be funny if I knew him better, and if he were joking…but…I don’t think he was joking at all. Who the fuck writes an email to someone they barely know and useZ Zs all over the placez? I mean, 2 CUTE. friendz 4-ever! omg.
Well, I already knew he wasnt an einstein. At most, all I really would have wanted was a few make-out sessions. But man, this is really disappointing. Hotness level pretty much went down like 90 notches.
C and I debated what, if anything, I should write back. After a long analysis, I decided to basically repeat what I said in the initial email. It was my last ditch effort to see if he’d get the fucking hint. He didn’t. Why am I not shocked?
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In other news, Moonshine emailed me today and reminded me that C2C is fastly approaching. Holy crap. C and I still need to work on building our tolerance!!!
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so tired this week. I love photo but Im annoyed that I have two jobs — one in studio, and one in office. I hate how businessy I am too. And…its kind of stressful to art direct something b/c everyone is looking to you for the answers and then everybody gets all lazy and off track and omg this is why I dont think i can handle having babies.
Speaking of babies…the director of our brand had a baby shower today. I went over to the hostess’ house and holy shit that place was amazing. Mustve been well over a million dollars. Truly a beautiful place, but oddly, it really did not look lived in at all. Pictures were just a little too perfect. Kitchen was a bit too clean. God, I cannot imagine a day when that will be me. Its such a grown-up’s life, and on most days, I feel no older than 18.
I can’t figure it out – how can some people be so ready for marriage and babies and all that stuff at such an early age? At any age? I don’t feel like I’ll ever be ready. I mean, look at the kind of guys I’m going for (Office Crush) — clearly not long-term-making-the-big-bucks-so-we-can-l
ps–random people have been hitting on me. For some reason, I appeal to the 18-24 crowd. A playtoy would be nice, I guess…as long as he keeps his mouth shut…and doesn’t email me (see above).
